A part of me feels terrified- afraid of all that will go along with surgery, with recovery, afraid of losing fitness/gaining weight.... Etc.
And then there is a very small part of me that is (almost) relieved to have 6 weeks of forced rest. I'm not looking forward to it At All. But... When I think back, and realize that I haven't taken more than 6 days off in the last 16 months (even with gallbladder surgery and the flu).... Well, this forced rest could be a good thing. I know my feet sure look like they need it (sorry if you're eating).
So, while I sit here dreading most of tomorrow, I know the reasons outweigh any discomfort, and this sabbatical wont be all bad. After all, maybe these "beauties" will finally heal!!!